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my-thoughts-and-junk · 5 days ago

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sometimes i think about how adventure time episode the creeps (the one where they go to a masquerade party and everyone gets murdered) taught me how to suppress memories

#random thoughts #finn after seeing a horrifying ghost lady: haha that's going in the vault #seven-year-old me: oh i could do that #funny thing is i immediately suppressed my memory of that episode because the ghost lady freaked me out so bad #convinced myself it was a dream and not real because the idea of seeing that on television was too freaky for me #did the same thing with blank eyed girl when i was 12 #and now my memory is shit

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dyke-in-crisis · 9 months ago

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I have noticed a pattern & I’m guilty of all of these

#no serious art yet only scribbles #I love this godforsaken sketchbook #making self indulgent shit instead of working on actual things ❤️ yay #more gay malevolent fanart coming soon I fear #my art #malevolent #malevolent podcast #john doe malevolent #LOVE seeing john fanart going aww silly guy 😍 and then right under it the most horrific creature #its a little game in my head by now to look for which entity is on what end of the scale #lovecraftian memory cards u might say

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m00ngbin · 1 month ago

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HEY HI HELLO!!!

AY(OYM)!!! What a time to be alive

#cataclysmic level teru event happening now today. RIGHT NOW TODAY #have YOU ever wanted to be pelted with rocks*? have YOU ever wanted to get so upset you have to throw your device and pace around your room #every other minute? well boy do i have a fic for you #read And You (Or Your Memory) today! right now!#anyways IM SOOOO SO EXCITED TO READ THIS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #EXPLODES #im finished talking. finished talking FOR NOW.#i have to get to the actual fic so you have like a minute of peace before i start losing my shit #i dont know who im talking to tbh with you. ominous anonymous you #anyways #byeees!!#*emotional rocks. but if you want you can be pelted with real rocks too. it adds to the experience

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mothcpu · 1 year ago

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been playing project diva

#hatsune miku #vocaloid #“been playing” as in I recently got the achievement for completing 100+ songs on extreme/ex-extreme. yippee OTL #I can't FC any songs my coordination is shit but my muscle memory is pretty damn good as of now #this is also vaguely inspired by @antibio's style :)

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bixels · 5 months ago

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I'm not getting into The Giving Tree discourse...

#personal #delete later #idk i just saw a post of the “alternate ending” comic on my dash and everyone praising it as an improvement and “fixing” the original #which i kinda resent #while tulli and i was taking my nephew to a book store we walked around the kids section and found the giving tree and we read through it #and i was so stricken by how profoundly sad it is. it's not a happy story #in the end both versions tell the exact same lesson. but one flat out tells you and the other makes you sit with a pit in your stomach #and work to find the answer #i dunno it's kids literature but kids literature is important. i don't wanna discredit anyone's bad memories with the book but also i think #sometimes it's ok to make kids a bit sad and upset with fiction.#tweet that goes “what if romeo and juliet didn't kill themselves and explained to the audience that family feuds are bad”#idk you can't seriously read the original book as an adult and say it's glorifying self-martyrdom #when the final drawing of the book is of an old tired man sitting on arotting stump with his hat fallen to the ground #again i don't wanna invalidate people's feelings if they enjoy the alt version i think it's really nice too. but the original has its #purpose too. imagine if at the end of the lorax they show that the boy did it and replanted the world happy ending #wait they did that in the movie shit #i dunno i just love somber children's literature. tulli and i are talking about moomin right now and how the series ends with the moomin #family just leaving. and nobody gets to say goodbye to them. their friends have to find ways to live with the emptiness they've left behin

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dustykneed · 3 months ago

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pov: you're having your comphet removed 🌈🤯😤 (doctor's orders) 🙏🏼💫🩻

this is why bones only gets to play dress-up as a treat 😔 if they'd put him in a little blue tunic in plato's stepchildren it would've been deadly

@very-bad-poetry-captain was watching the cloud minders and generously brought these skimpy little guard outfits to my attention. and then i blacked out for two hours and...

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companion-showdown · 5 months ago

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Who had the worst time aboard the TARDIS?

TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST

#genuinely vote peri #i've not seen all of her stories but my god from what i've seen the 80s writers hated her #there are some stories where she'd probably be better off dead #she seems to be in a constant living torturous hell with 6 being constantly nasty too her #this poor woman #okay specific example #her first trip after her introduction (recounted from memory so some details my be wrong)#she and the doctor unknowingly touch a poisonous plant which will kill them slowly and painfully (but fast enough she almost dies by the en #so great they need to find a cure #which is horrendously difficult to find in the best of circumstances #but these aren't the best of circumstances #they get taken hostage pretty quickly and very nearly get executed by firing squad #they get rescued by one of the most unnerving villains i think in the entire show #he creeps on peri constantly #like he gets as close to assaulting her as its possible to depict on tea time telly #and peri can't do anything about it #her life is entirely in this guys hands #like most of the time i find caves of androzani the be so hyperviolent as to be funny #but jesus christ the shit they put peri through in it #anyway by the end she's so ill the doctor has to drag her near lifeless body back to the tardis #gives her the cure and then promptly regenerates #and now peri's nice friendly doctor is uhh tv 6 #bad times: quarters

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gophergal · 6 months ago

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boinga. boinga. boinga. boinga.

bonus heby weapon man:

#gopher art #tf2 medic #tf2 heavy #heavymedic #red oktoberfest #team fortress 2 #he is watching. respectfully.#spice ish #just adding that tag to be safe #been a while since I've done 2d animation #and ive never 2d animated any mercs yet. so this is the first of that #ive been going down memory lane a lot today and I wonder what 17 yr old gopher would have thought about my art now #i think they'd be fuckin embarrassed (because people are looking at this) but envious (because I've improved since then)#sentimental shit aside: medic likes to flaunt his assets. we know this. burly beast exists for a reason. and its to flaunt the assets #gopher - 1 firealpaca - 0

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crunchchute · 8 months ago

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Sam and Max if they were cool /j

#sam and max #crunchchute art #my art #somehow this shitposty art piece made me emotional while drawing #i miss highschool and my friends and just going on school trips and stuff listening to shitty scene music like botdf #and playing the songs on a phone close to our ears or sharing an earbud on the bus #and being fucking cringy and shit man i wish i experienced more of that #perhaps i wasted my teen years on stress and worrying so im dressing like this now to make up for it #i know you wont see this D and im sorry i was being awful to you sometimes but i liked teasing you as if you were my sibling #i really miss those times. and i know i could always reach out to you but you moved on and im still stuck so i wont. but im thinking about #you from time to time! and the little fun we had back in hs. i really felt like i could be myself when hanging out with you #and i thought about you making this piece. me as max u as sam that would fit lmao #<- hes getting sappy missing the idea of his friends 10 years ago that only exists in memories now because everyone except him grew up

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genericpuff · 25 days ago

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y'all have no clue how wild it is to live in my timeline, because 12 years ago i was a huge fan of these cute lil' zelda strips and at the time i found out through the grapevine that the creator apparently stopped making these comics because they had started drawing NSFW content-

and at the time i was like "oh ok that's wild but respect"

and now in the present the artist who's making the OMORI manga adaption is under fire for being a shota fetishist and it's putting the spotlight back on the OMORI creator themselves for ALSO being a shota fetishist and oh my god the omocat who made those zelda comics over a decade ago is the same omocat who went on to make OMORI holy shit-

#small fucking world jfc #and yeah maybe i'm the last person to cross the finish line here but listen #i hadn't thought about those zelda comics in AGES #not until i came across one of them in my FB memories #because i've been on FB so long now that some of my memories are like 15 years old #and as soon as i saw the artist credit i was like HOLD the fucking phone there's no WAY #anyways there's some wild shit happening in the omori fandom ig #i've only completed the whole game once and honestly i loved it but i haven't really participated in the greater fandom #and i can very much see what people are getting at lmao #especially with the manga jfc #why would you make a manga adaption of a game that's largely driven by a self-insert-style main character #never mind the fact that it completely removes the soundtrack which is like half of what made omori so memorable ffs #even without the shota shit a manga version of OMORI is still. just not something we needed lmao #bad dumb stupid idea

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xxplastic-cubexx · 23 days ago

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WAIT WAIT WAIT CHERIK MPREG IS CANON

i cannot stress enough how canon cherik mpreg is, yes my friend

#snap chats #i could elaborate in the main body but i cant distract from the epic statement 'cherik mpreg is canon'#ill elaborate down here tho LOL. not extensively Just Enough to provide context #anyways 90's run where erik's on his bullshit as per usual and at some point rips the adamantium out of logan's body #which causes charles to . how do you even describe what happens Like He Invades Erik's Mind To Get Him To Cut That Shit #cause this was just The Final Straw at that point #but the problem is while charles is in erik's mind. And I Quote. Paraphrase Whatever Its Been A Minute #'something implants itself within charles' and onslaught just kinda festers in the back of charles' mind for a while #and onslaught is basically just. every evil/dark/wrong thought charles has ever had + erik's rage and 'lust for power'#my exact memory of events gets hazy here but im p sure charles abandons his body for a bit which enables onslaught to take over #aaaand yeah we have that thing running around now. kinda. we made a pocket dimension to escape it.#onslaught returns in krakoa after being implanted in a mutant named lost #and onslaught would feed off the lost time in-between resurrections #like say you die monday and get brought back wednesday- all of tuesday goes to feeding onslaught #he doesnt actually Show Up show up for most of it hes more of a looming presence which i fw #and then he tries to get everyone to kill each other at the gala while making charles delete back-up data #onslaught does physically appear by the end of onslaught revelation once charles snaps out of the mind control at the gala #and erik's checking on him and Im Pretty Sure just by virtue of them being next to eachother onslaught manifests #cute shit really !!!!! but yeah thats a very VERY quick (and prob a lil wrong) rundown of onslaught's premise

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raceweek · 2 months ago

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as some of you who have been following me for a while might know i have some brain issues, and things have recently taken a bit of a turn so ive been taking some time to just process things and will probably take some more so im going to be a bit more sporadic on here.

im mainly posting this to say im really sorry to my friends who i love so so much who i dont have the guts to talk to personally (coward boooo) but i do love so so much and im sorry ive been distant and haven’t spoken to you directly i hope i will be better soon so i can be back to my old self xxxxxxxx

#90% of this blog has been a queue for a good 18 months now #but i can feel myself slipping a bit so im not sure how long im going to be able to maintain that for so just wanted to say if my queue #suddenly stops not to panic as it’s a queue at the end of the day lmaooooo #im not super bad but im just not well and haven’t been for some time now so #expect like. memory loss. syntax issues. spelling grammar blah blah blah boring shit #but i will still be around when i can :)#love you all xxxxx

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sanjiaftersex · 3 months ago

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Favourite Punk Hazard sanji moments

(1) Sanji staying firm on his PROTECC WOMEN business by saying he'd just die instead of attacking a woman in a battle

(2) Kindness : Sanji taking kinemon with him when he said that he had come to rescue his son. Sanji's face says it all when he hears kinemon's reason, softhearted beau.

Later, he saves the people of G5 at the risk of his own life. He fights and holds back vergo while the gate closes down. People say he only cared for tashigi, but he held vergo back from following the entire G5 unit even when tashigi was already safely escorted, knowing full well if he couldn't find his way back, he'd be dead in the gas. No wonder the G5 navy falls in love with him just like me and mutuals fr

(3) Thoughtful : This is silly but when sanji was in nami's body, he was conscious of not hurting her body or getting bruises. And even excusing himself everytime he reached for a cigarette lol he's so elegant and well-mannered.

(4) Responsible : sanji rescued kinemon from the prison and kept watching out for his safety, going as far as diving into a shark-infested frozen poison river to retrieve kinemon's torso (and fighting a shark underwater in the process)

(5) I've already said it but I love how dedicated and knowledgeable sanji is about cooking and how the digestive system works. Momonosuke had been starving for 10 days so he gave him soup first

(6) sweet perfect sanji being severely injured when he gets his body back but being thankful that his body got hurt instead of nami's

(7) This is one for the history books, Sanji showing up to kick vergo's ass for hurting tashigi

(8) Intelligent : This is a small moment but still I love how Sanji always catches on what's going on with the enemy. His quick thinking helped again when caeser's smiley was attacking their little group (zoro, kinemon, sanji in nami's body)

#he is so fuckin dear to me #yall dont get it he is my special little princess #one piece sanji #black leg sanji #vinsmoke sanji #sanji #kuroashi no sanji #black foot sanji #punk hazard #one piece punk hazard #one piece #sanji moments #oh btw I'm going to start posting my arc thoughts on my sideblog from now on #i have that blog for discussing new media i watch #ofc it doesnt have much cz i get lazy okay #but yeah. its sanjiafterrex. rex is from recs hehe #it's a blog for my own thoughts cz i have shit memory so i forget everything but i also have a lot of opinions abt everything #im out here walking around with a lot to say but i forgor vibes #so yeah. @sanjiafterrex GO GO Dressrosa Thoughts already been posted

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keepthetension · 10 months ago

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went back to the first few eps of dff to get a memory refresher and when fluke says por will probably die soon, jin says

and the camera cuts to phee giving jin this look

which may be absolutely nothing at all but i can't stop thinking of it as a "oh? now you're desperate to help? now you're worried about letting a friend die?" face

#dead friend forever #dff the series #my memory is so bad i can't remember a damn thing about exactly how the shit hit the fan at the start of the show #and it's amazing rewatching after seeing everything that happened in the past flashback eps #i like the idea that phee has some long revenge game in mind #and it's fascinating going back with that in mind #i support phee in making them all suffer #as a treat #this show is incredible like at first i was like: how are they going to keep this interesting for so many episodes?#but now i'm like OMG I HOPE THEY HAVE ENOUGH EPISODES TO TELL THE STORY #unbelievable lol

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mildmayfoxe · 4 months ago

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the tuesday again dog always reminds me of this sign i did in 2019 referencing it for soup season at my old coffeeshop job

#just went through my sign folder… trip down memory lane….#some ugly shit in there. some good stuff too. interesting to see the older stuff #lot of very hacky work in there but i was being paid $15 an hour with a four hour maximum so. sometimes you take cheap shots #scribbles #i suppose.#photo record #<-oldstyle.#i also only realized when i looked for it just now that my second set of closing quotes is upside down. whoops

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fruutes · 5 months ago

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guys I watched jjk finally and he's so criminally underrated I love this guy so much he's so fucking hilarious

#he's just so the edge of being a jojos character #jjk #todo jujutsu kaisen #todo jjk #oh ariana we're really in it now #todo aoi #When I looked at him for reference I thought oh this is gonna be so hard and new #like omg I've never drawn a shirtless muscular man with face details and shit before #But then I started drawing and realized ok wtf I've been doing this same shit for so long so many times #except it's just on women. and it was just like muscle memory (lol)#jujutsu kaisen #aoi todo #my 2nd favorite character #nobara my darling baby...........#jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart

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